Monday 22 February 2010

Indian Cyber Warrior

Yet another bomb blast rocks the city. I will call up my relatives and friends, all are ok. Happens, terrorism.
Next day morning, I fear boarding the train, look around for suicide bombers and check for every luggage in the compartment, no, I am not afraid, I am just...
I walk into the bus and look at everyone, I will not sit near the guy who is wearing a jacket or has beard and white cap on his head, no, I am not afraid, I am just...
I sit for the speeches by the upcoming ministers and join my hands in front of them, they have amazing personalities, they would help me be safe, no, am not afraid, I am just...
I call up my family members if they get late or call up my friends if they get late, actually call rates are down, no, I am not afraid, I am just...
I pray to god and keep reading Geeta / Quran to know when the Avatar/ Imam will come to put an end to terrorism, I have faith in books, no, I am not afraid, I am just...
I look in TV news everyday about blasts, it wasn't in my city today, I feel good but, some more people died, I am fine with it, I look at my family they are alive, no, I am not afraid, I am just...
I sit in garden and look under my seat and look around, children are playing, one of them is mine, then, see him cheering the best of his life, he travels by school bus everyday, I will drop him from tomorrow, no, I am not afraid, I am just...
Today Police checked my bag at railway station, I felt good, they are doing their work, train must be safe, atleast, I can expect it to be safer, I will still check the entire compartment, or as much as I can, no, I am not afraid, I am just... dying... I am living the death only my body is alive.
I am helpless, I pay to the white cap ministers and their children to keep me safe and do something for the law and order in the country and hear it every time, Government already knew about this, Intelligence already knew about this, they why? why am I still suffering? why am I still dying? why do I think about my families death more than their health?
I am a common man. Just, another common man. And now, I wont sit quiet, I will do whatever I can... I cannot reach publications, I will create my own way of publicity, I cannot reach their government, I will make sure, my message is reached. I cannot make my future anymore but, this is not the future, I will give to my children. I am a hacker and nothing can compromise me, not any more... I will fight, I will destroy, I will hit and hit it hard, where it hurts the most; I am not a warrior with guns but brains, I am called, an Indian Cyber Warrior.